I finished the Bachelorette before I came upstairs. Made it home safe and sound. Oh, and by the way, forget something, Dan?
“I tried and tried. I tried so many things that wouldn’t take - like stop the leak, prevent the flood, some say. But nothing helped at all. And you’re not listening to what I say. You waste the time for memories made. Communication has not made its way to your agenda for today or any other day. Cause this is the last time I’m gonna say it, if you come around here, you know, we’re gonna have some problems, though. Cause yeah, we’re over. Get over it, though. I’ve seen that look before - leave that shit at your door. Cause yeah, we’re over, get over it, though.
Now I’m shouting out, you gotta hear me. Can you end this now? I’m tired of waiting. You don’t get the point and you don’t get control. And we both have a chance if you just let go. You can’t have me tonight, tomorrow night, the next day - for anyone or anything. And anyway, I’m not asking you to stay. You’re not my fucking problem, one you just throw away. Let’s burn this house we built up down and simply walk away. If you come around here, you know we’re gonna have some problems, though. Cause yeah, we’re over. Get over it, though. I’ve seen that look before - leave that shit at your door. Cause yeah, we’re over. Yes, we’re over.
I’m gonna win this conversation. Look who’s got the microphone. I can’t believe you’re stuck on always trying to fuck me up. Yeah, I think you ruined us all. Yeah, I truly believe you fucking ruined us all. If you come around here, you know we’re gonna have some problems, though. Cause yeah, we’re over. Get over it, though. I’ve seen that look before - leave that shit at your door. Cause yeah, we’re over. Yes, we’re over.”
The Getting Over It Part - Blue October
(Source: Spotify)
“Cause when our colors mixed, we couldn’t fix the way they wouldn’t blend.”
(Source: deannaisonfire)
Why do none of my friends answer their phone when I really need them? Why does it always have to end up being Eric or a member of his family that ends up helping me out? Additionally, I am SO tired of having car trouble. I want a car that just doesn’t have an issue every other month! Gahhhh. Could have done without that drama tonight.
And as usual, it’s cars, watches, some funny stuff… But I wondered. Why do you even still use it? You used to think it was lame. You only got one basically, because of me. It was just a thought. I miss you sometimes. But I can honestly say, I want you to stay gone. I am so happy without your troubles. Because without you, Dan gets all of me. And I rather like that idea. Kind of… a lot.
According to Kelly. Jordan, Kelly, and I all took a trip to Chesterfield Mall today in Kelly’s convertible. We shopped around at Old Navy, Hot Topic, Earthbound, Clair’s, and Macy’s. I bought Dan his grad gift. I’m in love with it. Jussayin. But Kelly and Jordan tell me I am suuuuper way too nice buying it. Eh. All well. We ate at the food court, where I got Panda Express, of course. Then we went back to Kelly’s and chilled for a little while. After that, I left and bought a couple things at Shop n Save, then filled up with gas before I went home. Now I’m just plain tired.
No matter how frustrated I get with you sometimes… I just really am so happy to be with you, to know you, to have met you, to have you in my life at all. You make me smile, you make me laugh, you make me feel better about myself. I really don’t deserve you.
Jurassic Park will never be the same again
Oh… My… God. That was completely unexpected and it made me laugh like crazy.
Ah, the perfect combination of relaxing. After a productive day of cleaning and making a trip to the store, now it’s just Cosmo and me in bed with my playlist. Love it.
Okay, I lied when I said it would be my last free summer. After finding out about that F, I’m gonna take one summer class at SCC over summer. Government. Or history. Whichever. I don’t think it’ll be that bad, and it’s waaaay easier and cheaper to take at SCC than trying to re-take at Mizzou. Sorry Summer Plans.
So I just found out I failed government by two points. All I have to say is, I should have worked harder, and Overby was an ass. My GPA, thusfar calculated has yet to fall below a 2.1 though… I may not even be on probation. But I still have two classes to be added, so I’m not out of the crapper yet. Next semester my goal is to get straight B’s. I am ready to work.
Okay, so I have been running around in pajamas for the past two days and it has been wonderful. I have been watching television and playing Zombie COD on the PS3 as well as playing Crash Bandicoot Warped on my PS2. I just bought the Jurassic Park trilogy on E-Bay for 30 dollars. Can you say, AWESOME? I’m still working on getting my room arranged with all my college stuff, and it’s coming along nicely. I’ve been sleeping in til two pretty much daily, and I could care less. This is Summer and it is probably the last completely free summer of my life. Now that is a weird thought.
